chaotic - Tate McRae

Lyrics by：Tate McRae/Greg Kurstin/Victoria Zaro

Composed by：Tate McRae/Greg Kurstin/Victoria Zaro

I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere

But god forbid me ever admitting I could be scared

And I can't stand my friends right now we got nothing in common

But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care

You said it looks like I've been going through hell

How did you know

How could you tell

Ask me to explain myself well

I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest

Nobody said changing would be this exhausting

A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick

How could you blame me

Growing up is chaotic

Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him

It might seem stupid but I still look through all our texts

Who knew they wanting someonе could ever make mе this desperate

Don't think that I'll do that again

You said it looks like I've been going through hell

How did you know

How could you tell

You ask me to explain myself well

I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest

Nobody said changing would be this exhausting

A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick

How could you blame me

Growing up is chaotic

And maybe I'm just blowing all this s**t up in my head

But I can't help it

No I can't help it

Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again

'Cause d**n I felt it

I really felt it

Maybe I'm just blowing all this s**t up in my head

But I can't help it

No I can't help it

Spending too much times on things I know that I'll forget

But d**n I felt it

I'm tryin' my best here to be brutally honest

Nobody said changin' could be this exhaustin'

A foot on the break 'cause it's making me carsick

How could you blame me