Dear God (Explicit) - Logic

Dear God I'm trying hard to reach you

Dear God I see you're face in all I do

Sometimes it's so hard to believe in

Dear God I think it's time we had a conversation

These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing

I think about this life I live

And all the sh*t I'm facing

More secrets in my mind than a freemason

I get lonely at times and then I write these rhymes

I'm only human I want to hit the club

And f**k a dime

But I know that's not the answer to my problems

Lord help me solve them disintegrate and dissolve them

Laying in bed with a girl I'm pretty sure is my next

Contemplating the s*x while I think about my ex

Am I wrong yeah

Dear God am I wrong uh

Dear God tell me am I wrong

For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns

Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them

'Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering

Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them

People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him

I just want to spread positivity

Through lyrical ability

They call it selling out but I just call it versatility

Yeah it's my life

My wrongs and my rights

My battle my songs and my fights

Now everybody want to come around

Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down

Not a single one of you motherf*ckers believed in the brand

Extended a hand

And now you want to be my man

I think not

You quick to shape shift like ink blots

The real dilla we cut classic no fitters

What about the time I was nine

And my mama almost murdered me

Don't think I forgot that sh*t it still burdens me

Her bare hands tight around my throat

I can't breathe I screamed I can't breathe mama

Don't you want me mama don't you love me

Mama what the f**k

Where was you then God tell me now

How's a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how

Why you let me live but let another die

Why you dry my tears but let another cry

Gotta' know

Set to detonate I gotta blow

That sh*t for show

I used to wonder why in the hell

You would make me suffer

But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher

Get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned

When sh*t rough I get tough and

When I'm beaten to the ground

I get up yeah

I get up yeah yeah

I get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned

When sh*t rough I get tough

And when I'm beaten to the ground

I get up yeah

I get up I get up

Get up