Too Close - Cally Rhodes

I don't wanna open up I don't wanna think about it

I don't wanna show my feelings anymore mm-mmm

If I never talk a lot will anybody understand it

Do I have to hide my fears in these four walls

'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love

And made me feel weak when you gave it all up

So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough

And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down

I take it to heart but I keep them around

And I lie awake trynna drown it out

I'm too too close to losing myself I'm barely even here

I'm too too close to losing my senses does that make me weak

I'm numb numb numb

Should I run run run

I'm too too close to losing myself

I don't wanna ghost you out I see you getting mad about it

No don't judge me on what I've become mm-mmm

Everything is getting loud and I'm getting down about it

I'll count the days until I'm strong mm-mmm

'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love

And made me feel weak when you gave it all up

So I lie awake thinking am I not good enough

And strangers they comment when I'm feeling down

I take it to heart but I keep them around

And I lie awake trynna drown it out

I'm too too close to losing myself I'm barely even here

I'm too too close to losing my senses does that make me weak

I'm numb numb numb

Should I run run run

I'm too too close to losing myself

I'll drown it out

Too too

Too too close to

I'm too too close to losing myself

Too too

Too too close to

To losing myself

I'm too too close to losing myself I'm barely even here

I'm too too close to losing my senses does that make me weak

I'm numb numb numb

Should I run run run

I'm too too close to losing myself

So I'll drown it out

I'm too too close to losing myself

But I'll drown it out

I'm too too close to losing myself