Complicated (Explicit) - Mazza_l20

Lyrics by：Mazza_l20

Composed by：Mazza_l20

Produced by：Jxmie

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Try and make it just right

My bad

My bad

My bad

Out 20

Out 20

Out 20

Love me or hate me

Love me or hate me

Love me or hate me

All this pain in my life I need compensating

For all them laps on the yard but I'm not Jamaican

I sent burn down the toilet in the block for Clayton

Spent hours at the window conversating

Neighbour doing life suicidal contemplating

Last ten years I've been a prisoner my occupation

Every day I'm getting watched like an observation

Got me waiting on a date like a doctor's patient

Now I'm feeling like Stan how I adopt the patience

For the next seven years bro I've got probation

I've got a prison number looking like a combination

And now I'm stuck with this f*** like some constipation

Luke said he's not a snitch but I've got the statement

I got nicked with three straps because I got complacent

I'm tryna tell you 'bout my life but it's complicated

I'm tryna put it all together like a compilation

I'm tryna turn my life around I feel obligated

I watched my bruddas go to jail and then we alternated

Since then I've been looking for alternatives

They keep adding to the case like it's adulterated

I've got an extra two years for an altercation

'Cause I seen him on a visit then we altercated

****** the roads it's gassed up bro it's overrated

I was calling 'em my bruddas but we're not related

We're meant to keep it in the streets but they cooperated

I watched people turn fake and then they congregated

I took bullets went to sleep and then they operated

Claustrophobic in a cell I felt suffocated

Seen bodies bro they never got resuscitated

Solitary confined I was segregated

S done a protest on the block defecated

And I'm the voice of the trenches I've been delegated

They wasn't doing what they said so they got relegated

I'm Nipsey Hussle with the rap because I'm dedicated

I'm tryna blow like a bomb that's been detonated

I'm tryna blow up and leave the scene decimated

'Cause when they give me extra time I was devastated

I've got a girl bro imagine if she never waited

I just keep myself busy self-educated

I was fifteen the last birthday I celebrated

I started rapping in a cell and then I elevated

I'm tryna rise to the top like I've levitated

I tried putting people on bro I've never hated

I even showed 'em how to do it bro I demonstrated

They was putting dirt on my name so we separated

I really got it out the mud like I excavated

And I can tell you 'bout them bullets how they penetrated

Looking down the barrel coulda died but he hesitated

Broke the handle on the shotty had to Sellotape it

Remember when the doctor told me that I should be medicated

For all these built-up emotions that I've generated

I've tried everything bro I've even meditated

And people ask me how I'm doing I just say I'm good

Even when I know I'm not just tell 'em I'm misunderstood

Haven't phoned my mum for two months although I know I should

I'm just working hard to get my family all out the hood

And free the lifers when I left I gave them a hug

Doesn't cost nothing to be loyal and show them love

And if you're playing with my name then you can catch a slug

I've been gone for years so for now I'm just catching up

COVID-19 the only time that they was masking up

Masking up

Masking up

Got these mask and gloves

Got these mask and gloves

Got these mask and gloves

Got these mask and gloves

Got these mask and gloves

Got these mask and gloves

Got these mask and gloves

Got these mask and gloves

Got these mask and gloves

You know that it's juicy juicy juicy

Yeah yeah yeah

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