I Hate Him - Sarah Solovay

He's got a crooked smile

And big brown eyes

He's not that handsome

But he keeps them mesmerized

With his endless string of jokes

And his lovely little lies

He makes it seem so effortless

He's that kind of guy

But he never ever admits it

When he's wrong

Won't drop a fight

Until he knows he won

He never keeps a girlfriend for too long

Cause you can't tell

If he loves you

Or if he's just leading you on

And I hate him cause an alarm

In his head goes off

Whenever he's out of mine

And I hate him cause

Then he calls at 2 a m

And keeps me up all night

And I hate him cause everyone

Else pales next to his bright light

But I love him

Cause he's the only thing

That makes me feel alive

I promised myself

I wouldn't be that girl

To make a single boy

Her world

But things can get so crazy

Oh you learn

Control don't matter at all

Either way you get burned

So I hate him

Cause an alarm in his head goes off

Whenever he's out of mine

And I hate him

Cause then he calls at 2 a m

And keeps me up all night

And I hate him

Cause everyone else

Pales next to his bright light

But I loved him

Cause he's the only thing

That makes me feel aliv

I want him as my first "I love you "

Want him to kiss me in the rain

I want to hear "I've been thinking of you "

I want the rest to go away

Cause he's perfect

Oh he's perfect

In every single way

But he plays these games

And I can't tolerate it

I hate him

Cause he's the song in my head

I'm singing all the time

Hate it cause

It's the same old melody

With a pretty simple rhyme

But there's a glitch in the technology

And it plays on repeat

Over and over

The same thing

Happen to me

I hate him cause an alarm

In his head goes off

Whenever he's out of mine

And I hate him

Cause then he calls at 2 a m

And keeps me up all night

And I hate him

Cause everyone else pales

Next to his bright light

But I loved him

Cause he's the only thing

That makes me feel alive

Cause he is the only thing

That makes me feel alive