Trying - Bully

That kinkied up invisible handcuffs locked on me

Been praying for my period all week

And relief that I just can't see

I question everything my focus my figure my sexuality

And how much it matters or why it would mean anything

I can't keep together I 've been better

I 've been thinking about it every night

I'm trying I am

I'm trying I am

Trying to hate from my mind I am

Trying all the time I am

Trying to hate from my mind I am

Trying trying all of mine

But kinkied up there's no flawless education just a stupid play

I feel enough growing so far from myself

I can't reach I can't reach I can't reach

So brush it off cause I wanted that it's been dusting up

When you walk like that here's a shit

There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers

All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive

I'm trying I am

I'm trying I am

Trying to hate from my mind I am

Trying all the time I am

Trying to hate from my mind I am

Trying trying all of mine

If it kills for anything

I didn't want to

I'm just looking for a clarity

To help me to get through

If you're setting your ways

Well get enough to

It's absolutely that I can break it down for you

To feel the beast to leave on leash

To come right back to you

I'm trying

Trying to hate from my mind I am

Trying all the time I am

Trying to hate from my mind I am

Trying trying all of mine

Why you mind

Won't lie why you mind