I am hatred

Seeping blood

The rain

The flood

The grief

I am rage becoming flesh

A dismal

Ravaged life

This is pain

A wall of tears

And my tears are my truest friends

This

My heart

A dying sun

A flower fading to black

Oh god

Why have you forsaken me

In this darkness

Called my mind

The waste you left for me

I'm your s**t

Your verbal smut

Your twisted world recapped

This is you

Your lifeless soul

Your sick and f**ked up lies

In my world your love is death

Your disease

Your skin that burns

Oh god

Why have you forsaken me

You tied my limbs and buried me alive

And piled this frozen mud

You watched me die with lustrous eyes

As all your words grew stale

You mocked my care and stained my mind

You yearned for me to fail