Dead and Cold (Explicit) - SadBoyProlific

Dead

I wish I was dead and cold

The wish I was dead

I wish I was dead and cold

The wish I was dead

Wake up every day and it just feels repetitive

Think I need to chill I think

I need a sedative

I think depression's hittin' me

I think it's finally setting in

Drifting to my feet and settling

Just like sediment

Constantly walking down this

Road called life blindly

Foolishly hoping for purpose

To come and find me

In the depths of depressions is

Where I've been residing

That or in my room under my covers just hiding

Wish I was dead

I wish I was dead and cold

The wish I was dead

Put me in the grave today

Black suit red bouquet

Too scared to leave but too tired to stay

Bullet in the chamber will stop all of the pain

Blood on the wall drips just like red rain

Feel my soul seep out from each

Line from the blade

No one sings along to the songs that

I have made

Deep in thought like Socrates

I am not your property

Treated like a mockery

Glad no one is stopping me

Not why you should idolize

This is my final goodbye

But if I ever hurt you I truly apologize

I was dead

I wish I was dead and cold

The wish I was dead

I wish I was dead and cold

The wish