****ed Myself Up (Explicit) - merci, mercy

Composed by：Merci/Mercy/Edwin White/Joel Quartermain

Life flies by when

You're having the time of your life

But when you are down

Time stands still all around

The numbers on the wall tell me to move on

But they don't know what I've been through

As this sober fool

I'm texting numbers on purpose

And not having blood run down my knees

From drinking too much that week

And acting so naive

F**ked myself up on purpose

Cos too much is never enough

What is it you want from me'

This s**t don't come so easily

F**ked myself up on purpose

Cos too much is never enough

What is it you want from me

This s**t don't come so easily

Tonight to get by

I curse at the walls and question it all

They all say it's too late to save her

And it fuels my peculiar behaviour

The doors begin to open

But I just sit here frozen in fear

I'm not here' I'm not here

F**ked myself up on purpose

Cos too much is never enough

What is it you want from me'

This s**t don't come so easily

F**ked myself up on purpose

Cos too much is never enough

What is it you want from me'

This s**t don't come so easily

I know that I've been selfish

But I couldn't care less

I'm always going to come first

At my best at my worst

I know that this is senseless

But I will not regret this

Help me to forget this

Pass me a cigarette' b***h

F**ked myself up on purpose

Cos too much is never enough

What is it you want from me'

This s**t don't come so easily

F**ked myself up on purpose

Cos too much is never enough

What is it you want from me'

This s**t don't come so easily

I'm scared to be alone

That's why I don't come home

I'm f**ked' I'm f**ked' I'm f**ked' I'm f**ked

F**ked myself up on purpose

I'm scared to be alone

That's why I don't come home

I'm f**ked' I'm f**ked' I'm f**ked' I'm f**ked

F**ked myself up on purpose