I Really Loved Harold - Emiliana Torrini

They told me when I was little

I'd go to heaven if I was good

Now I'm a long way from little

Cause I tried to find heaven

Cause I thought that I could

I thought that I could

And I thought I loved harold

And I really loved John

I alomst loved alphy

I almost loved tom

I loved them so easy

And I loved them so free

Now I don't think that heaven

Will wanna love me

Hallo song of the willow

The dreams under my pillow

Turned to tears that I cried

Beauty and love are our riddle

Never to answer but always to try

And boy did I try

And I tried with harold

And I tried with john

I tried with alphy

And almost with tom

I left myself open

For the whole world to see

Now I don't think that heaven

Will wanna love me

So I said goodbye to harold

And goodbye to John

Goodbye to Alphy

And goodbye to Tom

I loved them so easy

And I loved them so free

Now I don't think that heaven

Will wanna love me

Oh say can you see

By the dawn's early light

No light will shine me