Rebirth / Hold On - Deniro Farrar/Child Actor

Lord forgive me 'cause the way I'm living

They say what goes around comes around

I'm gonna get what's coming to me

Guess I'll be strapped up till they lay me down

And I done did too much to say

I never go to church and barely pray

Lately I've been going through some things

Hail what the f**k I'm supposed to say

'Cause I just had two baby boys

I'm always calling mama's other name

When I get caught in my emotions

Lord I swear I'm tryna make a change

They wrote my brother Toon in the mud

But I'm always texting with these hoes

Feel bad whenever he caught my phone

He had quartermine he ain't even show

And my little brother looking up to me

Lord I swear I ain't no role model

My uncle a f**king alcoholic

Can't even eat unless he got a bottle

I been stressing about that money lately

Got me 'bout to rob a f**king bank

And my mama f**k with b***hes now

I could judge her but I really can't

'Cause the way I'm living ain't no better

I said the way I'm living ain't no better

I just got MD for what's his name

So now I'm riding strapped with my Beretta

Laying in my bed can't get sleep

Eyes wide open and I'm staring at the ceiling

Ninety-nine problems but I really got a million

You don't know my struggle

So don't tell me that you feel it

'Spit if from the heart I know they gonna feel it

I was born real so cowards gonna feel me

Watching my back 'cause I know they wanna kill me

Don't go nowhere without my semi

Daddy was a killer so the blue line in me

Heart of a lion even though a n***a skinny

Come to my hood and you gonna see plenty

Pat my s**t is what the hood kept missing

N***as on d**e walk around all timid

D**e dealer pass through the hood in a Bentley

Never gave back to the hood where I'm from

So the n***as from the block where I'm from gonna get it

N***as get money and they act like b***hes

N***as get money and they act like b***hes

Till they head get bust and they a*s need stitches

Blinded by the greed so you better pay attention

Money don't make you real my n***a

Better run a valuable motherf**king dollar'

'Fore them young hungry n***as

Break you off something proper

City of the Angels where they ride with them choppers

Eat s**t sleep and even die with the chopper

I ain't got nowhere to go my n***a

Got beat down to the floor my n***a

Hurt so bad and it show my n***a

They kept saying that I wouldn't be s**t

'Cause I grew up so poor my n***a

Well I'mma tell y'all like my n***a tell me

While I see it well enough they never grow my n***a

Laying in my bed can't get sleep

Eyes wide open and I'm staring at the ceiling

Never go to church and my momma's feeling hurt

Praying at night 'cause she know that I'm sinning

Best coming so you know I gotta get it

Money coming fast so you know that's how I'm spending

I ain't got credit so the whips

On me when I drop out work'

Boy you know that they rented

Unmarked car keep riding through the hood with the

Feds in the town and they might be in it

N***as on the westside just got bopped with a couple

Of 'em blocks so they might be snitching

Calling my phone wanna talk about business

Ain't it f**ked up because I smell something fishy

Paranoid as f**k tryna handle my business

Trigger finger itching and my eyeballs twitchin'

All this work in the goddamn kitchen

Every time I cook up a n***a get nauseous

Peepin' out my blinds because the chopper feelin' cautious

Runnin' from the law got a n***a so exhausted

That's all I know my n***a young

Hardhead and it shows my n***a

Money be the root of all evil

You gotta watch your people

Sometimes you don't know them n***as

But that's how it goes my n***a

Got beat down to the floor my n***a

Hurt so bad and it show my n***a

Lick went wrong off both my n***as

They kept saying that I wouldn't be s**t

'Cause I grew up so poor my n***a

Well I'ma tell y'all like a n***a tell me

Water seeds long enough and they'll grow my n***a

All them

'Cause over seem

I wanna don't be afried

It's just the like

There it's so last

For every one

For every one

All them

'Cause it's all it's just same

For all

Don't be afried

It's just the last

There is some last

For every one

Every one