Only Living Girl in LA - Halsey

Lyrics by：Halsey/Michael Uzowuru/Dylan Wiggins/Alexander Giannascoli

Composed by：Halsey/Michael Uzowuru/Dylan Wiggins/Alexander Giannascoli

Produced by：Michael Uzowuru/Alex G/Dylan Wiggins

I'm the only girl alive in L.A. County

I'm the only one who sees

I wake up every day in some new kind of suffering

I've never known a day of peace

I wonder if I ever left behind my body

Do you think they'd laugh at how I died

Or take a photo of my family in the lobby

The ceremony's small in size

'Cause I don't know if I could sell out my own funeral

At least not at this point in time

And if I ever try to leave behind my body

Well at least I know it was never mine it was never mine

It was never mine

It was never mine

Well I'm the only girl alive in New York City

I left my wallet on the train

Since I no longer even have a driver's license

I guess that means I have no name

And I could run away to somewhere on the West Coast

And finally be a real life girl

They'll take my organs and they'll hang me from a bed post

Saying I was too soft for this world

And they'd be right because quite frankly to be alive

It shouldn't kill me every day

The way it does

I don't know what I did to have this fate

I'm drenched in it

And I can't even run from what I know

My special talent isn't writing it's not singing

It's feeling everything that everyone alive feels every day

Feels every day

Feels every day

Feels every day

I think I'm special 'cause I cut myself wide open

As if it's honorable to bleed

But I'm not lucky and I know I wasn't chosen

The world keeps spinning without me

I told my mother I would die by twenty-seven

And in a way I sorta did

This thing I love has grown demanding and obsessive

And it wants more than I can give than I can give

Than I can give

Than I can give

I'm the only girl alive in L.A. County

I've never known a day of peace

I wake up every day and wish that I was different

I look around and it's just me

It's just me it's just me

I'm the only one the only one is me