Alone (Explicit) - SadBoyProlific/ivri

I wanna go

Far away from you but

I don't wanna know how it feels to be alone

I'm confused

I wanna go

Be alone but

I don't wanna know how it feels

I wanna go

Be alone but

I don't wanna know

I'm confused

I'm empty and broken what is the point

Everything's dark except this light from this joint

Lately they say they hate the way I cope

And take from the clouds or hang from a rope

I've done some things for which I can't atone

I grab the blade and cut down past the bone

She'll never love me I know that you'll suck me

I'll hide away and push everyone from me

And in my mind I face resistance

Wanna be alone but I hate the distance

Honestly I don't know what to think now

I know I'm not the best to be around

Wanna die put me in a coffin

Pop 20 pills hopes nobody stops it

When I die don't act like it's shocking

Gave you all the signs now I'm done talking

I wanna go

Be alone but

I don't wanna know how it feels

I wanna go

Be alone but

I don't wanna know

I'm confused

I wanna go

Be alone but

I don't wanna know how it feels

I wanna go

Be alone but

I don't wanna know

I'm confused

I guess that I gotta go now

Feeling like a candle that's gonna go out

Roll up the d**e I just need it to slow down

Vision turns black when I fade to the background

When I die I know they won't miss me

Give it a week and then they will forget me

I live for the present not future or past

Roll up a gram I just wanna relax

Don't wanna be alone but I know it's for the best

My heads like my room cause that s**t is a mess

Catch me in the backyard sparking a blunt

I haven't felt like myself in months

Got too attached and now I feel stupid

I need to have a talk with Cupid

Stomp in half all the arrows he shooting

I feel so god d**n foolish

I wanna go

Be alone but

I don't wanna know how it feels

I wanna go

Be alone but

I don't wanna know

I'm confused

I wanna go

Be alone but

I don't wanna know how it feels

I wanna go

Be alone but

I don't wanna know

I'm confused