burden boy (Explicit) - Yesterday/jerry kirwin

Composed by：jerry kirwin

My shawty think I drink too much

My homies know I think too much

I crack a 40

Roll a dutch

Pop Ambien to sleep

I pour some out for all my team

I wear my heart out on my sleeves

A burden boy until I die

I hope it ends tonight

Oh

You do not know what the f**k that I've been through

Oh

Writin' these songs just to vent 'bout my issues

Oh

You can tell by all the lyrics that I f**kin' miss you

F**k all these feelings

I'd rather not deal

Pull up in the whip

Put my head to the steel

Oh

I'm sorry if you found out

Oh

I wonder how you're doing

Put the past right out my brain

I never will address a thing

Slowly decay by 21

My soul will lead me to my grave

My hair is blonde

My heart is black

These b***hes never hit me back

My headphones on

As I walk alone

Through places

Used to call my home

I just wanna drink my life away

With hopes that I won't wake today

I hate how people give a s**t

Just let me rest in peace

My shawty think I drink too much

My homies know I think too much

I crack a 40

Roll a dutch

Pop Ambien to sleep

I pour some out for all my team

I wear my heart out on my sleeves

A burden boy until I die

I hope it ends tonight

Oh

You do not know what the f**k that I've been through

Oh

Writin' these songs just to vent 'bout my issues

Oh

You can tell by all the lyrics that I f**kin' miss you

F**k all these feelings

I'd rather not deal

Pull up in the whip

Put my head to the steel