Why Am I Like This? - Orla Gartland

Composed by：Orla Gartland

Last night I smoked a cigarette

My dad would have been so upset

Then we got tattoos by the coast

And I just stood there like a ghost

Maybe I'm an old soul trapped in a young body

Maybe you don't really want me there at your birthday party

I'll be there in the corner thinking right over

Every single word of the conversation we just had

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I saw a girl crying on the train

Gin and tonic from a can to ease the pain

And I never asked if she was okay

She just got up and walked away

Oh it's like I'm looking down from the ceiling above

Never in the moment never giving enough

Let's go out and shout the words we never said

I got my mistakes on loop inside my head

Inside my head

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Maybe I'm an old soul trapped in a young body

Maybe you don't really want me there at your birthday party

I'll be there in the corner thinking right over

Every single word of the conversation we just had