All I want is your understanding

Ash in the small light of affections

Why is this my life

Is almost everybodies question

And i've tried

Everything but suicide

But its crossed my mind

I prefer peace

Wouldn＇t have to have one worldy possesion

But essentially I'm an animal

So just what do I do with all the aggresion

Well i've tried

Everything but suicide

But it＇s crossed my mind

Life is a one way street and

If you could paint it

I＇d draw myself going in the right direction

So I go all the way

Like I really really know but the truth is

I'm only guessing

And I＇ve tried

Everything but suicide

Ooh but it＇s crossed my mind

Just a thought

It＇s even dark in the day time

It＇s not just good it＇s great depression

When I was lost I even found myself

Looking in the guns direction

And so I＇ve tried

Everything but suicide

But yes it＇s crossed my mind

But I＇m fine