Afraid - Xavier Omar

Losing love unrequited

Was it truly love undecided

Hard times I'm broken

Past lies they leave you open

I try I'm hopeless

At night no way of coping

With this shredded heart

Can I get reparations for the pain

Baby I'm afraid

Really I'm afraid

Of giving you what they all messed up

My stress up

Took them pictures and I dressed up

Looking blessed up

You need something and I got you

I spot you

'Til I see your love is not true

It's not true

And I'm scared of what that feels like

Looking stupid out in real life

Baby I'm afraid

Really I'm afraid

Of loving you

I'm so really afraid to love you

With all my heart my time

I'm so afraid of hurting again

Baby I'm afraid

I'm so afraid to love you

Really I'm afraid

I'm so afraid of hurting again

I'm so afraid to love you

I'm so afraid of hurting again

Baby I'm afraid

I'm so afraid to love you

Really I'm afraid

I'm so afraid of hurting again

God has not given us the spirit of fear

But the spirit of love looking like it's not here

I don't doubt your heart I just know things change

It just leads to pain I still bleed the same

I still say I'm fine but I leave my brain

Don't wanna think no more I can't defeat my shame

Don't wanna play no more I can't defeat this game

But that phone still rings can't delete your name

'Cuz you give to me

Everything I pray for every single day for

Listen to me honestly

Listen to me honestly

You don't have to wait for me to feel I'm safe or

That I'm ready this time

I want no one else not too focused on myself

It's just baby I'm afraid

Really I'm afraid

Of loving you

I'm so afraid to love you

With all my heart my time

I'm so afraid of hurting again

Baby I'm afraid

I'm so afraid to love you

Really I'm afraid

I'm so afraid of hurting again

I'm so afraid to love you

I'm so afraid of hurting again

Baby I'm afraid

I'm so afraid to love you

Really I'm afraid

I'm so afraid of hurting again