House of Cards - Madina Lake

It＇s late at night and the worlds asleep

And I＇m trying not to think

I take some pills cus my mind bleeds

I＇m thinking what is wrong with me

Because the only thing I know about honesty

Is every lie I told that you believed

I＇m afraid to be alone

I＇m afraid that one day you＇ll find out

And you＇ll be amazed

At the secrets I keep

You＇ll be amazed

At my mouth full of lies

But I＇m too afraid to come clean

Cus my lifes still free in the house of cards

Now I can＇t look you in your eyes

Because the guilt is killing me

I try disconnect my heart again

Just so I can breathe

I wanna be myself again

But I just can＇t cus

I＇m afraid to be alone

I＇m afraid that one day you＇ll find out

And you＇ll be amazed

At the secrets I keep

You＇ll be amazed

At my mouth full of lies

But I＇m too afraid to come clean

Cus my lifes still free in the house of cards

It＇s such a shame what I＇ve become

After years of breaking down

My whole life has come undone

Cus I＇m trying to fake it all

And I know that you love someone

But that someone isn＇t me

Oh isn＇t me

No

And you＇ll be amazed

At the secrets I keep

You＇ll be amazed

At my mouth full of lies

But I＇m too afraid to come clean

Cus my lifes still free in the house of cards

(You＇ll) You＇ll be amazed

(You＇ll) You＇ll be amazed