4 Seasons (Explicit) - Rex Orange County/Alex O'Connor

Who am I to judge

The people who don't care for me

When I don't care about them either

And who am I to judge

The friends that I once thought I knew

They're all off doing what they wanna do

I'm falling to pieces

When I'm on my own

Even though I'm a walking emotion

And I can't go a day without you

I saw myself as less and you saw high above me

But I hope that you can learn to love me

4 seasons they've flied by

And I cry usually in the evening

Before I calm myself and start sleeping

And I'm asleeping 'cause each weekend is like a monday to me

She stays behind a bar at work

So I'm getting redbull for free

And I'm so bored of being awkward

I hit my head against a door

All night she may be much less awkward I'm not

So awkward anymore

And I'm flying back to la

And I can't wait for her to see

And I'm not f**king with first class

But I sure like a sleeper seat so

I'll find a spot that's just for me and see

If I can cope without

An ounce of pain without an ounce of pain

Now that you're around I pray you don't go

And we don't even need to mention all the things

That matter

Or anything you're stressing 'bout

Just tell why your day was good

And love me after hours

Now that you're around I pray you don't go

'Cause since you made me social I'm not longer even solo

So thank you and thanks bro with the wet shirt

Shot and the front row

Sweat shirt that's young me playin' erica afro

Way back back when I would have worn a snapback

But f**k that f**k that

And I hate myself for what I'm 'bout to say

But I feel as if it's time to get away

I'll find a spot that's just for me and see

If I can cope without

An ounce of pain without an ounce of pain

Said the likelihood just frightens me and it's easier to hide

But I can't ignore it endlessly eventually things die

But if only he'd remember my name

One final time

I said the likelihood just frightens me and it's easier to hide

But I can't ignore it endlessly eventually things die

But if only he'll remember my name one final time

I said the likelihood just frightens me and it's easier to hide

But I can't ignore endlessly eventually things die

But if only he'll remember my name

One final time

All the things that matter

Or anything you're stressing about just tell why your day

Was good

And love me after hours

Now that you're around I pray you don't go

'Cause since you made me social I'm not longer even solo

Said the likelihood just frightens me and it's easier to hide

But I can't ignore it endlessly eventually things die

But if only he'll remember my name

One final time