吸引力法则 - Haysen郑景曦

此语音日记录制于2021年9月5日

中国上海 闵行区万源路 宜必思酒店

It is now 1.45 a.m. September 5th, 2021

It has been it has been almost two months since I left Hong Kong

Since I made that jump to Shanghai

Two weeks of quarantine 14 days

I got myself into this hotel IBIS this hotel

6600 RMB per month 30 days

I'm recording this on a MacBook Pro

That I've always wanted to get for a long time

And never was able to but I finally got it

And you know I'm here I'm actually here

I'm here in the hotel in Shanghai

In the span of a month I've met

I've met some of the biggest rappers in China

I've had dinner with them

I know them on a personal basis

I've had one-on-one meetings

With some very influential people in Shanghai

I've met Gali I've met Benzo

Not only that but about a year ago

I was first put in touch with HARIKIRI

He's one of my favourite producers someone I always looked up to

Someone I've always wanted to make music with

Someone I wanted to meet

Someone I wanted to contribute to to be associated with

I remember feeling so anxious like wondering if I'd ever meet him

If I'd ever get to Shanghai

If I'd ever have these things that I've always wanted to have

It's crazy to even say that I met HARIKIRI

And I had dinner with him

Same restaurant that I used to go to with my mother when I was young

Chartres Garden

夏朵花园

I used to want to go there all the time

When I was in Hong Kong

I used to just fantasise about being back there again

I met HARIKIRI for four hours and we talked about

I didn't even expect this at all

But he talked about wanting to sign me to his new label IRIS

I never thought that would happen

I'm excited to see how things unfold in the next couple months

What's crazy is that today yesterday

My song "Grey Clouds" was placed on Beats and Rhymes (Spotify)

The same playlist that I watched other Hong Kong artists

Like Dough-Boy Young Hysan

I used to watch them get on that playlist

And I'd wonder when it's ever going to be my turn

All I did was just follow my gut

All I did was just exactly what that book said

"Think and Grow Rich"

All I ever did was send out my desire

I forgot about it I just kept working towards it

I woke up and I was on Beats and Rhymes just like that

Just like that

Never had to You know just like that

I didn't stress about it

I didn't ask for it It just happened

Not only that

Same day I also got on the cover of a Spotify editorial playlist

I remember when I used to release songs

And they wouldn't get on any Spotify editorial playlists

I released song after song after song

No playlists but I kept going

Because I knew that one day

I knew that one day I'd hit the ******* jackpot

And they will recognise my greatness

They will realise that I can make music in a way nobody can

And it's crazy because after all these years all this time 20 months

Almost 2 years I've been doing this since nothing

2 years 24 months

I changed my life completely

Just the way I intended it to

Just the way I wanted it to

I've surpassed so many people back in Hong Kong

They don't even realise it

Because what they don't realise is that I don't do this to

Particularly for fame or recognition

I do this to prove that manifestation the law of attraction is real

To prove it to myself

And every single time I prove it to myself

The more and more I believe in God's plan laws of the universe

The more I believe that this is true

"Think and Grow Rich" that book

The stuff in that book has been there for centuries and it's still relevant

People back then knew something that we don't know now

I used to be nervous intimidated about my place my future in China

Whether I'd actually be somebody in hip-hop

The more time I spend here the more I realise

Not only am I going to have a place here

I might actually be the greatest ever

Or most successful ever in Chinese hip-hop

Maybe not now maybe not in a year

Maybe not in two years maybe not in three

But eventually eventually

I'm going to be one of the biggest Chinese rappers in the world

If not the biggest

I'm going to shift the landscape of Chinese hip-hop

I'm going to have legendary albums projects

It might not be easy and I might have unexpected obstacles

But I have the determination and I have the persistence

To overcome anything thrown my way and the faith

The support of God

I'm 21 now I'm going to make a fortune

I'm going to have an incredible legacy

It's just like how I have things now that doesn't even seem real

But I used to want it so badly

Things don't always happen exactly the way you want it to

But they always happen the way you ask for it

What you ask for always comes

Just not in the way you think it will

I think that's the secret you know?

We'll see where I am in a couple months

混音/母带：郑景曦 Haysen Cheng @ IRIS/Chengdu

人声录音/剪辑：郑景曦 Haysen Cheng @ IRIS/Chengdu

OP：IRIS CHENGDU

SP：Universal Music Publishing