Not Usually Like This (Explicit) - Cian Ducrot

Lyrics by：Cian Ducrot

Composed by：Cian Ducrot

We used to be like the lovers the ones that you'd see in a movie

I felt like I was your Noah and I thought that you were my Allie

But we weren't out of a book

And I never wanted to hide it

But I had my heart set on you

When I guess you still hadn't decided

But I was so f**ked up when I saw the way you looked at him

Did you fall out of love

Did he give you something I couldn't give

No I'm not usually like this

And I don't think I'm ready for change

You know I could usually fight this

And sometimes I'm fine with the pain

And I know it's hard sometimes

But I wish you could stay for a moment

And you know I could usually fight this

No I'm not usually like this

I thought I got over this feeling

'Cause it's been six years now

But I saw you last week on the street and

I caught myself turning around

Then I hoped that by now I'd forget

After parties when we'd stumble home

We'd text while we sneak past our parents

Drunk from bottles we don't even own

But I was so f**ked up when I saw the way you looked at him

Did you fall out of love

Did he give you something I couldn't give

And I'm not usually like this

And I don't think I'm ready for change

You know I could usually fight this

And sometimes I'm fine with the pain

And I know it's hard sometimes

But I wish you could stay for a moment

You know I could usually fight this

No I'm not usually like this

Why do I fall when you're all I've loved

And how do I know when you fell out of love

No why do I fall when you're all I've loved

So when did you fall out of love

But when did you fall out of love

But I was so f**ked up when I saw the way you looked at him

Did you fall out of love

Did he give you something I couldn't give

No I'm not usually like this

And I don't think I'm ready for change

You know I could usually fight this

And sometimes I'm fine with the pain

And I know it's hard sometimes

But I wish you could stay for a moment

You know I could usually fight this

No I'm not usually like this

And I'm not usually like this

And I don't think I'm ready for change

Oh

You know I could usually fight this

I'm not usually like this

And sometimes I'm fine with the pain

Woah

And I know it's hard sometimes

I'm not usually like this

But I wish you could stay for a moment

Oh

You know I could usually fight this

I'm not usually like this

No I'm not usually like this

Not usually like this