I Hope You Know I Mean It (Explicit) - Lil Xtra

Composed by：Steven Clayton Roney

Yeah you know

I just wanna say something real fast before I start this

I've got the whole world on my back

I've got the whole world on my back

I've got the whole world on my back I do

Yeah

'Cause I'm 5'9 165

Established 1995

Livin' like I'm not getting out alive

And I'ma take a second just to tell you why

I had thoughts since 6th grade

This world was not made

For the sake of the people like me

Who can't see past their mistakes and misdeeds

And I bleed the same blood you bleed

So why are you tryin' to cut me

Why's there always something you want from me

Why can't you be happy for me

That I'm not that kid on the phone

Screaming f**k this world I'm leavin'

Like when I was sixteen and

It still feels like I'm dreamin'

When I call your phone and realize

That I forgot to breathe in

Forgot the grave that he's in

I hope you know I mean it

When I say I'm only here today

'Cause this music keeps me breathing

It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone if you know the bliss

When I heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more

From that time I reminisced at my show

Told her there's reasons to stay don't go

Don't push your family away I know

They don't understand all the pain you hold

I'm just as sad know you're not alone

Don't let your story go untold

I know you're here in spirit

Put on Deja Entendu

The only time I'm sad now is when

I think of you

I hope one day these kids get

Some of my lyrics tattooed

But if I only help one of them

Then I did it all for you

I don't know how she's doing no

We haven't stayed in touch

But I helped her put the knife

Down and that means so f**king much

I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed

But if I only helped one of them

Then I did it I did it for you

For you

For you

Did it all for you