Kidding Me (Explicit) - Grieves

Last time I wrote a song like this I was drunk off the last words out of your lips

And what a world –

You were always looking for attention I was holding on to my abandonment obsession

In hindsight –

I was just as ignorant as you were blinded by the "you" word combined by the sutures

Good-bye to the cruel world you had to be out and I caught you with another dudes

In your mouth

Goddamn little lady how'd you get so cold

How'd life teach you all the little tricks you pulled on me

Hopelessly passionate openly act as if everything is all my fault

No sacrifice

Nah I should've seen it from the start red dress laying on the floor in the dark

You were everything I wanted but nothing that I needed

My sexy little piece of sh*t demon leaving

I used to say that I loved you

I used to act like a fool

But now I hear that you're wondering if the girl I run with

Is treating me cool

You f**king gotta be kidding me

Look at all that you did to me

Why the hell would you be wondering who's kissing me now

You f**king gotta be kidding me

Look at all that you did to me

Why the hell would you be wondering who's kissing me now

Last time I had a thought like this I was locked in my room with a bottle in my fist

What a world

I was trying to pick apart the pieces even moved to Cali with you living by the beaches

Egregious

Made a dude want to find Jesus

Huddled in bunker with nothing but canned peaches

If I was a weaker man I would've broke down the second I caught you getting your sex around town

God-damn what a hell of a ride

Cinderella got drunk and started spreading her thighs

The fairy tale's over after telling me lies

Became a rock in the belly of the reason we fight

Yeah I should've seen it from the jump

I should've shut the door on your face and called you a

Everything I wanted but nothing that I needed

My sexy little piece of sh*t creampuff biatch

I used to say that I loved you

I used to act like a fool

But now I hear that you're wondering if the girl I run with

Is treating me cool –

You f**king gotta be kidding me

Look at all that you did to me

Why the hell would you be wondering

Who's kissing me now

You f**king gotta be kidding me

Look at all that you did to me

Why the hell would you be wondering

Who's kissing me now

You f**king gotta be kidding me

Look at all that you did to me

Why the hell would you be wondering who's kissing me now

You f**king gotta be kidding me

Look at all that you did to me

Why the hell would you be wondering who's kissing me now