So we fall out of touch

And I ruin your trust

I should be enough

But it's never enough without you

Without you

It's a punch in the gut

Want to hit self destruct

You know I love you so much

But this life really sucks without you

Without you

We could be special we could be amazing

You're ****ing careful

I should try the same thing

Treating me perfect I'm making big mistakes

It's just these

Bad decisions

I'm on a mission to make a hundred thousand

Bad decisions

I try to dance your rhythm but all the

Bad decisions

I don't ever ever listen

I'll make a hundred thousand

Bad decisions

I got it twisted

I'm getting twisted

And I make and I make bad decisions

She hate the fact that my heart on my sleeve

And it's not in my chest

So it's back to the back where the past done went

All of my time that was spent

Burning holes in my brain since I never forget

I needed peace and time I needed peace and quiet

Just so I blow out my brains

You know I'm never myself

Never been picture perfect

But I still made it work

Put my heart out for certain

I'm in her mouth like a dentist

I hate the fact I'm a menace

I hate fact that I played with your heart

But pretend like I didn't

Pressure the syrup I'm steady suppressing the pain

But it is what it is

Knowing my life wasn't s**t

And yet I still don't understand it

But ****it I'm up in this b***h

Probably too high like a kite

And the high it won't fight

Worry not in my sprite

But it keep me delight

Yeah ight

Now my jaw steady locking

But don't worry momma you know how I'm rocking

I tweaked in the ally

OD'd in the lobby

Lost myself couple times

But it's spot'em I got'em

We could be special we could be amazing

You're ****ing careful I should try the same thing

Treating me perfect I'm making big mistakes

It's just these

Bad decisions

I'm on a mission to make a hundred thousand

Bad decisions

I try to dance your rhythm but all the

Bad decisions

I don't ever ever listen

I'll make a hundred thousand

Bad decisions

I got it twisted

I'm getting twisted