The Wages Of An Easy Life - Kim Janssen

I wake up on the pavement still drunk

I must have also been in some kind of fight this time

I wish I was a character in a TV show

Then the only I'd worry about would be relationships

And how could you Katie said you walked her

All the way home through the snow last night

But you never told her how you felt not even

A year later when she got so sick

And passed away on that cold Christmas day

And I work really hard at working too hard

I'll stay up till two like successful people do

After the service we always have coffee

And I always the only one standing by myself

Because it's easier to suffer

Than it is to take responsibility

I will find peace

After a few drinks or when I am asleep

So as I'm coughing blood it hits me

That I may have always done my best

To avoid the things I found hard

And I try to sit up and reach my cell phone

But my heart stops

And I stare up at the snow falling down

Buried under soft white snow

When carols fill the air angels

We have heard on high

On high

Scott said life is hard

I know easy feels just like being dead