戯言スピーカー (English Ver.) - ササノマリイ

Written by：ササノマリイ/本山清治

I try to ignore the hurt inside

And bit by bit

Part of me dies

The smile on my face is just a lie

A lie a lie

I just can't hide

The blade of a knife that cuts so deep

The pain the pain

I don't dare speak

I can't let you know the way I feel

A secret I will keep

I don't need your sympathy

Your vicious lies they're killing me

And you don't even understand

The things I feel or who I am

Try so hard to bring you joy

My heart is cold the flame has died

I hide behind the lie that has become the new me

I toss and I turn I just can't sleep

You're gone so long that's fine with me

I won't turn around my mind is clear

But the wounds that you leave never heal

Now I know you'll never change

You've got the same look on your face

And things will never be the same

It's over now and you're to blame

Twist the knife I feel the pain

You hurt me but I won't complain

And like a fool I'm smiling through the tears

A fool for you

A trick of the light where am I

Time fades away like yesterday

I don't need your sympathy

Your vicious lies they're killing me

And things will never be the same

It's over now and I'm to blame

Can you do one last thing for me

Put me out of my misery

I hide behind the lie that has become the new me the real me