I Can't Believe I Died (Explicit) - Sik World

Lyrics by：jonathon quiles

Composed by：jonathon quiles

Yeah

It's really over

I can't believe that I died

I do not exist

I am no longer alive

The wood turned to stone

Right before my eyes and

Now I'm a memory inside of everyone's mind

I crossed the other side I am on the other side

Will I meet God was I a matter of time

Was my whole life a facade where is my mom

I can't believe that I died

I can't believe that I died

Wait d**n I can't even say goodbye

To my daughter

I wanna hold her right now and

I wanna tell her I love her

I would give everything I mean every single thing

If it means I could hug her

That's a moment I won't get

I'm feeling so much regret

Life came and went

I wish I would've appreciated every moment we spent

Nothing is left d**n

My life crashed and burned

Gone forever I'll never return

I can't imagine the agony my mom is feeling

I know that she's gonna hurt

So will my dad I know he's gon' break

D**n I know he's gon' break

Not telling both of you how much

I love you is probably my biggest mistake

If I could go back in time

I would've did everything different

I would appreciate life

And would've actually lived it

I take my anger inside

And give my enemies forgiveness

The anger I held inside

Made my life feel like a prison

I would've stayed off my phone

I wasted all my time scrolling

Living my life through a screen

When I should've lived in the moment

Now I'm feeling this regret

And honestly I can't control it

'Cause I know that my motherf**king life is over

And it kills me to know it

And I'm hurt

Yo all of this hurts

My daughter needs me

But I'm not around

I lie in the dirt

They always say

Don't take life for granted

But it's too late I no longer have it

And yeah you can pray

But there's no second chances

But I'm praying

Sorry if I'm out of line

But I need my life I'm begging you please

She's gonna be traumatized

The moment she walks up and she sees

A coffin where her father lies

And she's gonna scream and she's gonna weep

And I don't wanna see her cry

I can't believe that I died

I reached the end

D**n I never imagined this

The world I'm in

Stopped it really went stagnant

I'm so perplexed

Shocked don't know how to handle it

Knowing knowing that I won't get a second chance again

D**n

Standing on the other side I'm by myself

Missing you realizing that my tears won't help

Always depressed who saw the best in me

Now that I'm gone I rest in peace

My life flashed before my eyes

I'm wishing for one last time

I never saw my demise

I can't believe I died