It Ends With A Fall - Okkervil River

Wish I could remember why it mattered to me

It doesn matter to me

It doesn matter to me anymore

Now that youe feeling fine

Il admit that - though I know it coming down

And see it shattering me - it doesn matter to me

And I not sadder for seeing it come

I not going to run

I will just come when I am called

You want to cut me off because I took too much

But don leave me alone

Take off your scarves your winter coat

The night too cold

When we met I should have said

You e like a sister to me

How all that kiss her just seem

Like puny suitors I can see through

How none will do not for you

How it might as well just be us two

And when I pulled you by the jacket

From the clattering street

You started flattering me

You started saying I was so strong

String me along

But I can become all that I called

And I can claim to know what makes love die or grow

But I can still take control and so refuse to just go home

Back down the hall

And as I crawl

As finally all the false confetti blooms up in this attic room

I going make my stand

I want to see both of your hands put down the phone

I won let you go

Although the moment stole my self-control from us all

And now it can only end with a fall