There's tobacco in my sheets

I know you won't be proud

You always taught me not to be the kind of woman that I seem to be becoming now

There's an empty bag of something

On the table by my bed

Yeah I know you wouldn't like it

But it's the only thing that gets him out my head

Oh mama

I hope you understand

Cause when daddy broke your heart I held your hand

I'm not a smoker or a drinker

Just a crazy over thinker

And I need a little medicine

I hope your broken heart it understands

There's someone that I hardly know

Knocking at my door

He's a pretty good distraction but he's not even a fraction of the one before

And if I'm being honest

I'm starting to scare myself

Know I hate to disappoint you

But if I can't tell you I can't tell nobody else

Oh mama

I hope you understand

Cause I watched you hiding tears when daddy ran

I'm not a smoker or a drinker just a crazy over thinker

And I need a little medicine

I hope your broken heart it understands

I swear I'm sorry if I'm letting you down

Did you ever feel how I'm feeling now

And can you tell me how you found a way out

Can you be my *******

Cause god I tried everything else

Oh mama

I just don't understand

How you still raised up my brother to a man

Were you a smoker or a drinker

Or a crazy over thinker

Did you need a little medicine

I hope your broken heart it understands