The Difference (Explicit) - Packy

Yeah yeah look

Lately I went missin' with no permission it's part of it

I been workin' harder than competition from start of it

Now they lookin' at me I see 'em all through the rearview

Kill yourself to get your spot then they die

To be near you

They think that I made it 'cause I made it past them

They were never the target my target is past em'

They laugh but they laughed too when they talked

To me back then

Guess it's déjà vu I'll be back when I lap them

Lap

Hate that I acknowledge haters call it a curse

I'm on a search for validation guess

I don't know how this works

But I'm learnin' on the job you can never please 'em all

I see why rappers get that money

And then all they do is ball

Let 'em know know know

I can feel the transformation

I don't want to change but part of me

Just wants to make it

Pardon me while I vacation

Part of me wants to be famous

But what good is being known if

I don't 'member what my name is

Yeah

Everything is changin' I just pray it's for the better

This used to be my diary now it's an open letter

Hope that I can take the heat

I been used to the coldest weather

I'll do what I gotta do the industry

Should know what's better

I say the real s**t that you afraid to say

Then I get s**t for sayin' it

I'd rather get a thanks

People steady takin' shots but more

And more they feel like blanks

And all these rappers get upset my team

Is movin' up the ranks

Get your weight up I don't wait up

I can't count the nights I stayed up

Man sometimes this life's a b***h

But I just hope that this b***h pays up

Pays up pays up

Used to want it now I need it

That's the difference between

Failing and succeeding

Far as underground goes my numbers do the talkin'

Couple hundred on the table all I gotta do is walk in

But I won't

Really I could use the money but I don't

Reputation all I have and that ain't

Ever worth a quote

If all I'm worried 'bout is cash

I'll be in the game for a second

I'm in the game to break records not

In the game to take second

Where the hell is my crew at

Behind me boy you knew that

Soon as I get a little bit of buzz

It's like these people try to do that

Soon as we get a little bit of pub'

It's like that circle get a little tighter

Soon as we get a little bit of loot

Those people's eyes they get a little wider

'Bout done beggin' for green rooms

I be like Bruce just give him that rider

Got your chick all on my s**t while

You just stand there right beside her

Like it's cool cool cool

I'm just tryna wrap my head around the fact

That one day I'm nobody then I'm a celeb

What's the basis

I'm in different places

Ride with me or let me be

Only gettin' better I think I'm ready for anything

Everything is changin' I just pray it's for the better

This used to be my diary now it's an open letter

Hope that I can take the heat

I been used to the coldest weather

I'll do what I gotta do the industry

Should know what's better

I say the real s**t that you afraid to say

Then I get s**t for sayin' it

I'd rather get a thanks

People steady takin' shots but more

And more they feel like blanks

And all these rappers get upset

My team is movin' up the ranks

Get your weight up I don't wait up

I can't count the nights I stayed up

Man sometimes this life's a b***h

But I just hope that this b***h pays up

Pays up pays up

Used to want it now I need it

That's the difference between failing and succeeding