Black Doll - Siobhan Magnus

Sometimes I feel like an unfinished doll

No eyes no hair no arms to cross

Sometimes I feel like the alphabet of misery

A is for apple that will poison and choke me

But when you draw me

There's a hole where my heart should be

And I could take my crayons and color it red

Decorate the monster underneath my bed

With flowers and pearls and pretty things

That's not me

You know me

That's not me

I'm the girl who lived in the purple house

Tryin' to sneak in and out quiet as a mouse

Sometimes the monsters would sneak out into the driveway

People saw me and all they saw was strange

But when you draw me

There's a hole where my heart should be

And I could take my crayons and color it red

Decorate the monster underneath my bed

With flowers and pearls and pretty things

But that's not me

You know me

That's not me

I always feel like the doubtful guest oh

People whisperin'

Wishin' I would leave underneath their breath

But when you draw me

There's a hole where my heart should be

And I could take my crayons and color it red

Decorate the monster underneath my bed

But when you draw me

There's a hole where my heart should be

And I could take my crayons and color it red

Decorate the monster underneath my bed

With flowers and pearls and pretty things

But that's not me

You know me

That's not me

That's not me