stan - creamy/untrusted/11:11 Music Group

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I

Got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds touch my window

And I can't see at all

Even if I could it'd all be gray

But your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

Dear Slim I wrote you

But you still ain't callin'

I left my cell my pager

And my home phone at the bottom

I sent two letters back in Autumn

You must not've got 'em

There probably was a problem

At the post office or somethin'

Sometimes I scribble addresses

Too sloppy when I jot 'em

But anyways **** it

What's been up man

How's your daughter

My girlfriend's pregnant too

I'm 'bout to be a father

If I have a daughter

Guess what I'ma call her

I'ma name her Bonnie

I read about your

Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry

I had a friend kill himself

Over some ***** who didn't want him

I know you probably hear

This every day but I'm your biggest fan

I even got the underground

**** that you did with Skam

I got a room full of your

Posters and your pictures man

I like the **** you did with Rawkus too

That **** was phat

Anyways I hope you get this

Man hit me back

Just to chat truly yours

Your biggest fan this is Stan

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I

Got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds touch my window

And I can't see at all

Even if I could it'd all be gray

Up on your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad

Dear Slim you still ain't called or wrote

I hope you have a chance

I ain't mad I just think

It's ****ed up you don't answer fans

If you didn't want to

Talk to me outside your concert

You didn't have to

But you coulda signed

An autograph for Matthew

That's my little brother

Man he's only six years old

We waited in the blisterin' cold

For you for four hours

And you just said no

That's pretty ****ty man

You're like his ****in' idol

He wants to be just like you

Man he likes you more than I do

I ain't that mad though

I just don't like bein' lied to

Remember when we met in Denver

You said if I'd write you

You would write back

See I'm just like you in a way

I never knew my father neither

He used to always cheat

On my mom and beat her

I can relate to what

You're sayin' in your songs

So when I have a ****ty day

I drift away and put 'em on

'Cause I don't really got **** else

So that **** helps when I'm depressed

I even got a tattoo with

Your name across the chest

Sometimes I even cut myself

To see how much it bleeds

It's like adrenaline

The pain is such a sudden rush for me

See everything you say is real

And I respect you 'cause you tell it

My girlfriend's jealous

'Cause I talk about you 247

But she don't know you like

I know you Slim no one does

She don't know what it was

Like for people like us growin' up

You gotta call me man

I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose

Sincerely yours Stan PS

We should be together too

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I

Got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds touch my window

And I can't see at all

Even if I could it'd all be gray

But your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad

The story is an over 'bout

Have to tell the truth

I know I couldn't do it

As to sound in warming

Could is you beacuse a

I do eyes you most to in

Nobody understand maybe

I'm alone crazy maybe I am just like a stand