Ultimately (Cloud Mac Remix)

khai dreams / Cloud Mac

Ultimately I don't understand a thing

I try to do the best I can

I know you try to do the same

We're just so bound to make mistakes

You could call it a disposition

I apologize for all your tears

I wish I could be different

But I'm still growing up

Into the one, you can call your love

I don't know if I'll ever be enough

I'm throwing in my chips

I guess I tend to push my luck

And ultimately I believe we'll be okay

It's so cliché to say these things, but repetition is a key

I think I'm better when I'm with you

But I worry when you're gone

I think I need to learn to love myself

I must learn to be strong

So, for now, we'll say goodbye

Although it pains me in my heart

Your words they come to me in memories

They sing to me like songs

It won't be long until I'm here

Soon I'll make my arrival

Under shady trees

A quiet street

The roads that I have traveled

Ultimately it's a beautiful thing

Like flowers blooming in a lonely field

The petals drift through crossing winds

They find their way to river streams

That scent the water beautifully, it takes me back to you

It takes me back to you

And ultimately I could not prevent our end

I hope to god that we stay friends

And if we don't, let's make amends

Because I need you in my life

You're the one thing I survive for

And I'll never be alright unless you are the light I strive for

And ultimately I know that I can't complain

I know that you are doing great

Perhaps I was your one mistake

It's funny how we got so far

Considering my wishes in the absence of a shooting star

A shooting star

And as we say goodbye then I decide

To be the one that you've been dreaming of

Yeah the one that your diary's been speaking of

Yeah I'm cashing out, I'm redeeming love

And as tonight we change our life

It is your right to seize the light you've been teaching of

Yeah the same light that I've been leeching off

I've been passing out, while you're preaching trust

And as I walked out of your house

With that bouquet of flowers that you just bought for my mom

I started counting the hours until you would wise up

And turn all your focus on coming home

And I've been contemplating all of the women

That ever have blessed my life with their grace

And I have come to conclusion

That despite their beauty they have nothing on your angelic face

And ultimately I know that you're made of stars

You glow right through the concrete slabs

And all the rows of iron bars

You need a better life than this

It's okay, girl, just leave me

I'll be here for you forever, you just call me if you need me