Lonely (Bonus Track) (Bonus Track) - RittZ/Scar

Been out on the road so long I

Feel like I'm locked out my own life

It could be worse it ain't like I'm dying

Lonely is my company

Can't wait to get home and relax

But I'm out here grinding believe that

It could be worse but the fact remains that

Lonely is my company

This touring sh*t ain't what you think it is

Coming up in this music biz ain't glamorous

We just left Atlanta drove from Boston to Los Angeles

Somewhere in between I lost my mind like I began to just

Party like I'm trying to die call an ambulance

I almost overdosed again

My time is mostly spent

Alone inside my room at some shitty motor inn

There's roaches in the shower

But the show is in an hour

When it's over we inside the van on the road again

Last night I got so drunk that I was comatose I went

And punched a bunch of holes up in the wall and broke my hand

Puking blood from too much liquor tripping snorting coke with fans

One of my closest friends called my phone and asked me how's it been

Told him man I been

Been out on the road so long I

Feel like I'm locked out my own life

It could be worse it ain't like I'm dying

Lonely is my company

Can't wait to get home and relax

But I'm out here grinding believe that

It could be worse but the fact remains that

Lonely is my company

On tour with Tech I had to catch a plane to Hollywood

Mansion in the hills

Shooting Switch Lanes I done made it

Can't believe it's real

Right in the middle of us filming got a text from my girl

Pictures of her bloody face

She slit her wrist and fell

Pills in her system

Doctors said she tried to kill herself

Put her in a padded room

Sent her to a mental health

Facility they're telling me that they won't let her out

1000 miles away there's only so much I can do to help

Now my album's coming out in like a week or so

My videos on MTV

The love of my life is stuck in Georgia Regional

They let her use the phone

She called me and she's crying

Saying

Get me out

I'm trying

At the meet and greet I'm lying

Like I'm fine I've been dying

Been out on the road so long I

Feel like I'm locked out my own life

It could be worse it ain't like I'm dying

Lonely is my company

Can't wait to get home and relax

But I'm out here grinding believe that

It could be worse but the fact remains that

Lonely is my company

I was out on tour with Snow and Jarren Benton

It's so embarrassin when

You're drunk and acting dumb

A ton of strangers there to witness

Late nights with DJ crisis getting drunk and talking business

In the winter overheating

Turning on the air condition

Mostly I was lonely

Talking no one there to listen

Crying in the mirror staring at my own reflection

*** and alcohol got me all emotional

Overall I'm in no condition to battle my own addiction

Before you know it though the tour is over so it's history

Missing Thanksgiving day but hey you made it home for Christmas

You see the one you love and try to pick up where you left it

I love her and I missed her

But she says I'm acting distant

Told her listen I've been

Been out on the road so long I

Feel like I'm locked out my own life

It could be worse it ain't like I'm dying

Lonely is my company

Can't wait to get home and relax

But I'm out here grinding believe that

It could be worse but the fact remains that

Lonely is my company