Afraid of Me (Explicit) - Twiztid

I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see

I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs

I'm no body that you ever wanna be

Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see

I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs

I'm no body that you ever wanna be

Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

Now you can try to sedate me assassinate or just hate me

But there's nothing that you can do to me lately

Now I'm greatly accepted in the mind so I'm confused and intertwined

From being rejected so many times I wanna leave it all behind

So kind of you to pick up the album

And give it a try for once

And run and tell your homies that these motherf**kers will die for us

So many questions fingers pointing for answers

Suggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture

With green grass up to my neck and situations that's too fast

To think about and most people can't dream about

A hundred million miles and every single second

And every time you hear this record

I want you to feel me on every sentence

Reminisce from descendants of past treasures

We'll embark on a journey that'll stay alive forever

Plus I would stand over on my side of the fence

Regardless of the circumstances or the consequences

I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see

I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs

I'm no body that you ever wanna be

Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see

I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs

I'm no body that you ever wanna be

Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

I am my own worst enemy

I'm not the smartest motherf**ker and sh*t I don't pretend to be

And why I am the way I am is not a mystery

My mind's not in proper working order or in therapy

Deranged confused and mentally abused

Life's been hanging on a string so what the f**k I got to lose

And what the f**k I got to prove to you

If you don't know me by now you'll never know me

You can put that on my real homies

I got problems and they stack like bills

And I relate to the broken bleeding heart love killed

And I awaited in the shadows awake in the dark

Hoping to talk to the passed on I'm falling apart

I'm such a mess indecisive I'm fading away

I'm out of touch with society and living today

Never relying on my sanity I throw it away

To become the maniac that's got your attention today

I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see

I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs

I'm no body that you ever wanna be

Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see

I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs

I'm no body that you ever wanna be

Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

Can you keep a secret

Well I'm afraid world because they want me to die

Can you believe it but I'm still alive

And been floating since '95

With my chin held high but I'm so dead inside

Let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile

Because it's just a bunch of sh*t that I can't deal with right now

And I'm tired of always guessing and messing it up again

And the next day it's even deeper and I'm steady sinking in

I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found

It was a vision of a child disturbed and broke down

No soul no heart because I gave it away

No time for feeling sorry I'll grieve another day

And all those tears are stored in storm clouds

That hover above me and cover the ugly

Continued to haunt me when I was feeling low

That's the same reason I hold on and never let go

I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see

I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs

I'm no body that you ever wanna be

Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see

I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs

I'm no body that you ever wanna be

Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see

I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs

I'm no body that you ever wanna be

Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see

I'm cold forgiven all because of my beliefs

I'm no body that you ever wanna be

Cause I know that the world is afraid of me