City Blood Bank - Psyclo

Part of me is faded and cold

Part of me is rusted and old

My dreams my demons my fears my mistakes

Hit me at once then all together disappear

My free will my ego my constraints my sanity

For a second I'm free

For a second I'm free

For a second I'm free

Behaving and acting

Not empty but not me

Forgetting who I used to be

Upside down till nosebleed

Every turn became a corner

Every turn became a torture

Wanna earn a badge of honor

Be my one and only soldier

I don't know what to feel I don't know how to feel

Let it go let it seal before growin' you gotta kill

Part of me is faded and cold

Part of me is rusted and old

My dreams my demons my fears my mistakes

Hit me at once then all together disappear

My free will my ego my constraints my sanity

For a second I'm free

For a second I'm free

For a second I'm free

Behaving and acting

Not empty but not me

Forgetting who I used to be

Upside down till nosebleed

Lost in long nights running short on time

Standing upright knowing I'll be alright

Not editing myself for someone else

Not reckonin' I'll be something else

Not fallin' for black or white lies

Not turning on a dime ahead of time

Keep dying and breathin'

Not faking but changing

On the lookout for the red lights

On a burning edge but not gonna die

Alone alone alone in a dark city

Hoping one day someone hears me

Not that bad it's nothing

I don't know what to feel I'm so f**kin' used to feelin' lonely

I'm okay with it

Part of me is faded and cold

Part of me is rusted and old

My dreams my demons my fears my mistakes

Hit me at once then all together disappear

My free will my ego my constraints my sanity

For a second I'm free

For a second I'm free

For a second I'm free

Behaving and acting

Not empty but not me

Forgetting who I used to be

Upside down till nosebleed

In a dark city

In a small pond tryna make a sound

Out in the cold gettin' off the ground

In the city fresh flesh and bone

Proving I'm not a stone

Part of me is faded and cold

Part of me is rusted and old

My dreams my demons my fears my mistakes

Hit me at once then all together disappear

My free will my ego my constraints my sanity

For a second I'm free

For a second I'm free

For a second I'm free

Behaving and acting

Not empty but not me

Forgetting who I used to be

Upside down till nosebleed