Downhill Both Ways - Julien Baker/TORRES

Lyrics by：Julien Baker/Mackenzie Scott

Composed by：Julien Baker/Mackenzie Scott

Produced by：Julien Baker/Mackenzie Scott/Sarah Tudzin

I'm sitting on a curb

With my greatest fear

Outside the discount tobacco and beer

Thought if I dove it would get more clear

But it's all brown

Oh half of my friends got a foot in the soil

Ballpoint pen and aluminum foil

Shuffling off this old mortal coil

Just to get out

So if you wanna hop in I'll give you a ride

God I'd really love it if you would make it tonight

I'll try to pick you up around four or five and

Go downtown

Called it a miracle

Now you're learning what a living means

When everyone's as miserable as you

I don't wanna be cynical anymore

Think I'd rather stay asleep

Where everyone's miserable like me

Brother if you wanna we can split our cash

For a little fresh tar and fiberglass

Shooting the moon about death and tax and gasoline

When I give you a promise just to prove it's a con

Tryin' to be honest I'm gonna get gone

In bed with my running shoes on and chasing a bad dream down

Could've been anything I want

But there's nothing that I'm gonna stay

You change and then you change back

You could be any way you choose

What's the matter when it looks the same

Going out and going back

Now it's downhill both ways