Smog (Explicit) - Indigo De Souza

Lyrics by：Indigo De Souza

I talk too much when I'm nervous

I give too much away

And you might think I'm trying to ****

But I'm really just trying to bang

I don't think I deserve it

I don't think anything

I just sit down and shut up

And hope they don't notice me

Mowing the lawn just looking out through the smog

I'm already gone you can't make this **** up

You can't make this **** up

I come alive in the nighttime when everybody else is done

I come alive it's the right time to really start having fun

I don't know how to turn around if I'm not ready

I don't know how to tell you that your jokes aren't funny

I eat too much when I'm lonely

I bury everything

I wanna face it head-on

But it's so easy to turn it away

I don't think I'm gonna make it

I don't think anything

I just sit down and shut up

And hope they don't notice me

Mowing the lawn just looking out through the smog

I'm already gone you can't make this **** up

You can't make this **** up

I come alive in the nighttime when everybody else is done

I come alive it's the right time to really start having fun

I don't know how to turn around if I'm not ready

I don't know how to tell you that your jokes aren't funny