Sentimental Monster - 어바웃 (ABOUT)

Lyrics by：4BOUT

Composed by：4BOUT/ADDICTED/DWAYNE/STEALTH/Latencyboi/New one

Produced by：4BOUT/DWAYNE/ADDICTED

I know I'm a sentimental monster

Holding grudges like they're my treasure

My only matter

Every flaw I see in me

Becomes the chains I can't set free

Would you teach me how to be like

Anyone else

Some days I'm heavy drowning slow

Other times I'm too cold to know

How to be soft how to be kind

Lost in the mess of my mind

Sentimental monster that's who I am

Tearing at the seams breaking where I stand

Sentimental monster that's who I am

Loving and hating the mess I'm in

I'm so sentimental

I keep myself in shadows locked away

Afraid of what I might let slip or say

Mirror's edge oh where I stand

Haunted by the weight yes I wear

Sentimental I play the fool

Sentimental I wear the shame

Lost in my game I can't escape

Some nights I'm quiet barely there

Other times I'm too loud to bear

Learning to hide learning to fade

But how do I learn to love myself

Sentimental monster that's who I am

Tearing at the seams breaking where I stand

Sentimental monster that's who I am

Loving and hating the mess I'm in

I'm so sentimental

If I could let it go I'd leave it all behind

Walk away from this fractured mind

Holding on to fragments trying not to fall

But every piece cuts me deeper and clear

The harder I cling the more I fall

Sentimental monster that's who I am

Tearing at the seams breaking where I stand

Sentimental monster that's who I am

Loving and hating the mess I'm in

I'm so sentimental