Tear Jerker (Explicit) - Jamie Madrox

This song right here

Is dedicated

Is dedicated

Is dedicated

To my family

Is dedicated

Is dedicated

Is dedicated

I was the product of two people the never got along

I was named after a song they

Heard the night I was born

I was probly never planned but you know how it go

Pops was strong and had it all under control

Moms was on and bored and couldn't wait to leave

But she was pregnant now and still a mother to be

And because of that fact she stayed

And put up with his sh*t

And took everything that

That motha f**ka could dish

Believe it wasn't easy and from what I'm told

Then again I don't remember

I was two years old

I was too young to know or

See the tears in her eyes

And wonder why every night she

Would cry and pray to die

That's some f**ked up sh*t

But I was so care free

Like every other child just livin' a fantasy

Never thought for a second

Considered it wasn't real

If it wasn't should I change the way that I feel

Just like a parent wanna shield you from love and pain

No matter how much inside that you're suffering

True sacrifice like the wings of a dove

And it's real because

It's all love coming again

Just like a parent wanna shield you from love and pain

No matter how much inside that you're suffering

True sacrifice like the wings of a dove

And it's real because

It's all love coming again

Moms is tripping

And pops is chilling

Brainstorming trying to come up on a million

Or even a thousand

A few hundred will be right on time

'Cause them bills is piling up

And we're fallin' further behind

And dept collect is banging and calling the phone

When they would come to our house we

Would pretend we wasn't home

Standing in the wikline

Free honey and cheese

When gratuity baskets from local charities

It's not fresh at all when you going to school

And can't afford to dress just like the cool kids do

So with used text books and last year's shoes

I was destined to never make it

To the likes of high school

Time passed and pops got sick and fell ill

And everything went down hill

And when them S S I checks didn't

Cover the bills not even close

Moms kept the boat afloat as we coast into next year

Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain

No matter how much inside that you're suffering

True sacrifice like the wings of a dove

And it's real because it's all love coming again

Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain

No matter how much inside that you're suffering

True sacrifice like the wings of a dove

And it's real because it's all love coming again

I see pops even less than before

But he is living in the same

House behind the bedroom door

It's always closed again and he's sleeping no doubt

A rare occasion be a bathroom would bring him out

And I get to see him for a

Second just to say hey

How you doing

Good to see you awake

Are you ok

Ok

For him no reply

Yea Jamie I'm fine

And the same night leave my world without saying goodbye

Can you imagine the rage of pain that I felt

I was too shocked to cry while excepting to change dealt

Change dealt

I went to school and all the kids in my class

Attended a special mass

To acknowledge that he passed

Wanted to cry but not in front of my peers

And not in front of a priest so I wiped away tears

And swallowed the whole sorrow like a bit of relief

And prayed to God to let me talk to

Him every night when I sleep when I sleep

Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain

No matter how much inside that you're suffering

True sacrifice like the wings of a dove

And it's real because it's all love coming again

Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain

No matter how much inside that you're suffering

True sacrifice like the wings of a dove

And it's real because it's all love coming again

True sacrifice like the wings of a dove

And it's real because it's all love coming again

Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain

No matter how much inside that you're suffering

True sacrifice like the wings of a dove

And it's real because it's all love coming again