Nobody Knows (Explicit) - Russ

Yeah yeah

Mask up my pain hold back my tears

I'm goin' insane nobody knows

All by myself let the rain hit me

I'm goin' insane nobody knows

Yeah I take another shot

Tryna just forget all the negative

Devil laughin' meanwhile God explaining the benefits

Listen financial freedom

Come and go as you please

Arenas packed out

Plus a bunch of hoes on their knees

You got your mom a house

Yeah I know it seems bittersweet

Because your parents separated

You thought money sewed seams

Now you think it's your fault

You enabled the breakup

But that's the power of money

Now you just funding the makeup

With the same tool that brought it down

Tell the waiter I don't want no ice

I just want tequila

I don't want it watered down

Everything I bought for y'all

I figured that I bought a crown

I figured that y'all know that

You can get it since I got it now

I saw this goin' differently

I be lookin' at the seven year

Old me like don't come visit me

The public took the fun away

You've been robbed of all of your innocence

I'm talkin' to myself I hope

I'm listening d**n

Mask up my pain hold back my tears

I'm goin' insane nobody knows

All by myself let the rain hit me

I'm goin' insane nobody knows

Juggling the inside and outside heavy

I might call a ex-chick and drink some Henny

Starting out my day with some s**t already

Answering the phone like I'm pissed already

Media is lyin' gettin' used to it

Crucifying me I need a crucifix

Guess I look the part so I might as well

Heaven's where you get when you fight

Through Hell

People keep slandering but I can't respond

Because if I do y'all call me crazy sayin'

My focus is wrong

I'm feelin' fed up yeah

This isn't natural no

Keep it together let it fall apart in music

I can't let them see the pain

When I'm the one that gets them through it

This some real life s**t no

Sometimes I feel like s**t yeah

Mask up my pain hold back my tears

I'm goin' insane nobody knows

All by myself let the rain hit me

I'm goin' insane nobody knows