Ungrateful (Explicit) - Central Cee

Composed by：Central Cee/Levi Lennox

I don't wanna seem ungrateful God

But I don't wanna be here

I got some things to get off my chest

But maybe it's best I keep it a secret

31st December the 1st of Jan'

Same **** I don't care 'bout the New Year

New house somewhere that ain't poverty-driven

It's mad in the place

Yo served a pregnant lady it ****** in my head

Couple things I regret tryna earn a wage

48 laws one book that I read

So if I repent can I turn the page

Gotta get rid of bad vibes

Anti-clockwise gotta burn the sage uh

I'll say with it chest

But I know some things locked in

I prefer not to say

I ****** up I'm admittin' it

I got no ego I got no shame

I swallow my pride and say that I'm missin' it

Cree-cree-creep in the changing room at school

And thief from the kids that are privileged uh

Stolen clothes with a rip in it

Also a stolen phone no sim in it

Now I got P's I give a lot back

No charity work tryna write off tax

Feds got me on a driving ban

In the passenger seat 'til

My license back uh

Ghost and fly off the map uh

Try get my mind off rap

I get some sort of survivors guilt

When I see YM's still supplying crack

This life don't come with retiring plans

It'll come to an end in unfortunate ways

No such thing as positive thinkin'

When you're locked in it feel like a maze

Often lose faith and forget to pray

You don't wanna land on the wing with the guys

Why 'Cause they might melt your face

'Cuz got hit with a eight why

Why would he care 'bout some extra days

I don't wanna seem ungrateful God

But I don't wanna be here

I got some things to get off my chest

But maybe it's best I keep it a secret

31st December the 1st of Jan'

Same **** I don't care 'bout the New Year

New house somewhere that ain't poverty driven

It's mad in the place that I grew in

Uh I ain't been home in some weeks

I seek when a man's in need

I got a family tree to feed

I see dead people in my sleep

I see broke people on the feed

Talk is cheap freedom of speech I guess

But they ain't even got no P's

Got free Wi-Fi they ain't got 4G

Uh I wouldn't be able to do what I do

If it weren't for the man before me

I show respect where it's due

Where would I be if I never met Y Beeez

Giggs ghetts chip skep konan krept

Kane or dev stormz hus dave

A couple of names even DBE

Uh my mum lost faith in her son when

I left school with no GCSE's

Told shawty just 'cause I grew up with

Nothin' don't mean I'm easy to please

When you need a handout you don't get help

Why do you all wanna help I ain't even in need

Had one score for an hour of studio time

I couldn't even lease the beat

Do not disturb me when I'm recordin'

My voice sounds clearer than ever uh

Remember they might distortin'

I grew in a different era

More action less talkin'

He said I'm a dead man walkin'

One in your head there ain't

No respawnin' alright

I don't wanna seem ungrateful God

But I don't wanna be here

I got some things to get off my chest

But maybe it's best I keep it a secret

31st December the 1st of Jan'

Same **** I don't care 'bout the New Year

New house somewhere that ain't poverty-driven

It's mad in the place that I grew in