Featuring Uzuhan (Explicit) - ARAI/Uzuhan

Lyrics by：Artur Aigner

Composed by：Artur Aigner

I'm so old

******* old

My mind has tried to change myself

And kept me running from myself for years

I've tried it all

I've never changed

I'm not satisfied with current states

My entire life is acting strange and

I don't like it

I'm afraid of staying scatterbrained

My whole future me would never change

Cause I've seen it all like Doctor Strange

And I don't like it

I don't like it

The way I should feel seems so desperately out of reach

It's like I'm moving on a circle I can't see

And by the way

What is time

Why I'm so scared of my life time

I should think less and use more of it

All the time

All the time

I didn't like the shape of my legs

Felt bulky

I wished they were straight like an edge

Pull it over my head

When I put on the threads

I think it looks better on the mannequin

I only see the defects

I only see the blemishes

I only see the things I wanna change

In comparison

I only see the ways I fall short

But you would never guess

I wanna learn to love to my own skin I wanna cherish it

I wanna see this all as a part of my journey

I'm not embarrassed if

People think that I should have it figured out

Self acceptance is such a long road

Hope you learn to travel on it make your way out

On these twists and turns

You might trip and burn

But discover a power you didn't see at first

Maybe this ain't all that bad

And I wanna see this all as a part of my journey

I'm not embarrassed if

Not embarrassed if

People think that I should have it figured out

**** that

Self acceptance is such a long road

Long road

Hope you learn to travel on it make your way out

Way out

On these twists and turns

You might trip and burn

But discover a power you didn't see at first

Maybe this ain't all that bad