Difficult - Eminem

They ask me am I okay they ask me if I'm happy

Are they asking me that

Because of the s**t that's been thrown at me

Or am I just a little snappy and they genuinely care

Dudey most of my life it's just been me and you there

And I continuously stare at pictures of you

I never got to say

I love you as much as I wanted to

But I do

Yeah I say it now when you can't hear me

What the f**k good does that do me now

But somehow I know you're near me in presence

Oh I went and dropped some presents off for Easter

To them two little beautiful

Boys of yours to try to ease their

Minds a little and dog

You'll never believe this

But Sharonda actually talks to me now Jesus

And everyone else is just tryin'

To pick up the pieces

Man how could you touch so many f**kin'

Lives and just leave us

They say grievance has a way of affectin'

Everyone different

If it's true how the f**k

I'm s'posed to get over you

Difficult as it sounds

Dudey that's what we'd call each other

I don't know where it came from

But it just stuck with us we was always brothers

Never thought about each other's skin colors

'Til one day we was walkin'

Up the block in the Summer

It was like 90 degrees

I was catchin' a sunburn

Tryin' to walk under the trees

Just to give me some comfort

I'm moanin' I just wanna get home and

I look over and your shirt is off

I'm like

You're gonna fry you're like

No I won't

I'm black stupid and black people they got melatonin

In their skin we don't burn

Meanwhile my face is glowin'

And I feel like I'm on fire

And the entire time you're just laughin' at me

And snappin' at me with your shirt bastard

And I still have to get you back for that s**t

And by the way

Them playboy rings my mother stole from you

Well nate finally got 'em back s**t

It must've been at least sixteen years ago

Well I put 'em in your cask oww

Movin' past it it still ain't registered yet

But you can bet your legacy they'll never forget

The Motor City

Motown hip hop vet

Hip hop shop dreads it don't stop there

Yeah as difficult as it sounds

And this might sound a little strange

But I'ma tell it

I found that jacket that you left at my wedding

And I picked it up to smell it

I wrapped it up in plastic until I put it in glass

And hang up in the hallway

So I can always look at it

And as for all me and D12

We feel like f**k rap

It feels like our general

Just f**kin' died in our lap

We shut off all our pagers

All our cell numbers is changed

Our two-ways are in the trash

So some cats will have to find a new way

And I know it feels like the dreams

Will die with you today

But the truth is they're all still here and you ain't

Purple Gang you gotta keep pressin' on

Don't ever give up the dream dog

I got love for you all

And dudey it's true you brought people together

Who never woulda been in the same room

If it wasn't for you

You were the peacemaker dudey

I know sometimes you were moody

But you hated confrontation and truly hated the feuding

But you was down for yours whenever it came to scrappin'

If it had to happen it had to happen

Believe me

I know you're the one who taught me to throw them

Bows back on Dresden

From eggin' cars to paintballin' and gettin' arrested

To sittin' across from each other in cells

Laughin' and jestin'

They tried to hit us for five years for that

No question

I guess them hookers and bums

That we shot up didn't show up for court

So we got off on a technicality left sweatin'

Me you and what's his face

I forgot his f**kin' name

Shame he even came to your funeral

He betrayed our team

And if I see him again

I'ma punch him in the f**kin' face

And that's on Hailie Jade

Whitney Laine and Alaina's name

I'll let the pistol bang once just to lick a shot

In the air for you and pour some liquor out

With Obie in the parking lot of 54 just before

We were supposed to get in cars to come

And see you once more

Difficult as it sounds