what's it for - Emily Curtis

I'm not too sure that I can go much farther

I'm really not sure things are even getting better

I'm so tired of the me that has to disagree

And so tired of the me that's in control

I woke up to see the sun shining all around me

How could it shine down on me

You'd think that it would notice

I can't take anymore

I had to ask myself

What's it really for

Everything I tried to do

It didn't matter

And now I might be better off just rolling over

'Cause you know I tried so hard but couldn't change a thing

And it hurts so much I might as well let go

I can't really take the sun shining all around me

Why would it shine down on me

You'd think that it would notice

I no longer believe

Can't help tellin' myself

It don't mean a thing

I woke up to see the sun shining all around me

How could it shine down on me

Sun shining all it's beauty

Why would it shine down on me

You'd think that it would notice

I can't take anymore

Just had to ask myself

What's it really for