Farther From Home - From Ashes to New

Written by：Grant McFarland/Matthew Brandyberry/Garrett Russell/Timothy D'onofrio/Christopher Musser/Branden Kreider/Daniel Kecki

I lay awake and look at the ceiling and wonder why

I'm so afraid to face all these feelings and want to die

I'm out of place and nothing's appealing to stay alive

Why try to face it when it's so easy to say goodbye

It's all unfolding it's so controlling

It tries to pull me under nothing's going right for me

This tension's growing it tries to hold me

Hear me scream

I'm taking over

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

I'm moving closer

Everything that I know is feeling farther from home

I'm never giving in

This world I'm living in is losing color

I'm taking over

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

I try to make the changes it's so hard to sway my mind

There is no way to make it but to leave these scars behind

Within my thoughts are racing I'm too far away at times

I drive myself insane it's tearing me apart inside

It's all unfolding it's so controlling

It tries to pull me under nothing's going right for me

This tension's growing it tries to hold me

Hear me scream

I'm taking over

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

I'm moving closer

Everything that I know is feeling farther from home

I'm never giving in

This world I'm living in is losing color

I'm taking over

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

I take a deep breath down inside

I shake and try to breathe but I

Hate the way that I lived my life

And it seems

All the lies that I try to hide

Remind me of what I left behind

Unwinding thoughts inside my mind

Hear me scream

I'm screaming out loud

It's all just weighing on me

It's all just weighing on me

It's all just weighing on me

I'm reaching out

I'm screaming out loud

I'm taking over

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

I'm moving closer

Everything that I know is feeling farther from home

I'm never giving in

This world I'm living in is losing color

I'm taking over

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go

I'm never letting go

With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go