Letter To My Fans - mgk/DUB-O

Kells to my fans

Hold me down motherf**ker

And that's all I say

When that crowd leave would you stay for me

And if I don't become what they thought I was

In the time I should and my hype dies

Would you wait for me

Or be ashamed of me if I chose to bow out gracefully

'Cause I know if I don't wanna lose myself

Then Hollywood ain't no place for me

What if I told you I ain't quit

And these *** still is my rivals

Would you regret the fact that you sobered up

And had more heart than your idol

Or accept the fact that I'm just human

Borderline suicidal

And is it blasphemous that these 2 fingers

Mean more to me than my bible

Lord help 'cause I'm 'cause I'm hell bound

With the weight of the world I'm held down

Feels like I'm in hell now

Maybe that's why I'm havin' this meltdown

Maybe that's why I hate fame

Maybe that's why these J's lit

'Cause I speak the real and get critisize

So I inhale and don't say s**t

And I wake up to the same s**t

Cameras on with their hands out

And that fake smile that I hate now

'Cause they're the one say I sold out

They're the one that will break out

When I needed food for my daughter

And I'm the one who can't grow up

So these fans will 'place my father

And these girls will 'place my momma

They give me love I don't take it

'Cause f**k love these f**king hugs

Weren't around before I made it

And since I don't have no family

EST is all that I got

Either drop me now or you die for life

Man it's EST or it's not

This s**t ain't right uh

'Cause we never dead wrong

Or it's my fault my fault

This is my life my life

Now tell me are you gon' ride

'Till the wheels fall off

'Till the nightmares done

'Till the grey hairs come

'Till the friendship dissapear

That we've had since day one

I said this is my life

So tell me are you gon' ride

'Till the wheels fall off

What if this is our climax

What if everything peaks here

What if we never get big

And these days add on like leap year

What if you were in my shoes

Do you think you can fit 'em

Or would put that gun to your f**kin' head

And regret the fact that you in 'em

'Cause this ain't living this s**t prison

Whatever you see in videos this isn't

Whatever I thought I knew s**t I didn't

Dealing with the consequences of my decision

Straight to the life of a lonely child

That couldn't find anyone to get through

For a life that's filled with cameras

Critisize everytime that I move

For the love I got for my fans

And the loyalty for my man's

Equaled out to the shows we dreamed of

With them bodies pack to those stands

And I did what they say I can't

So I'm living proof that you can

Go be great chase your dream

We only got one life and one chance

This s**t ain't right uh

'Cause we never dead wrong

Or it's my fault my fault

This is my life my life

Now tell me are you gon' ride

'Till the wheels fall off

'Till the nightmares done

'Till the grey hairs come

'Till the friendship dissapear

That we've had since day one

I said this is my life

So tell me are you gon' ride

'Till the wheels fall off

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