Wake up it's dark out

Guess I'm still on New York time

While my mind is racing

You're curled up like a child

Oh the weight is crushing me

It's taking all my energy

Feel like I'm facing everything

All on my own

If we're gonna be honest

We've got to lay it all out on the line

You always get so defensive

We're always dueling it out in black and white

And when you ask what I want I know it's all talk

I can't look you in the eye

Hope to God I'm wrong

When it comes to us

No one's gonna win tonight

So hard to take the first step

Stuck in this cage I've built

Talk myself out of it

When I'm lying next to him

Oh the weight is crushing me

It's taking all my energy

Feel like I'm facing everything

All on my own

If we're gonna be honest

We've got to lay it all out on the line

You always get so defensive

We're always dueling it out in black and white

And when you ask what I want I know it's all talk

I can't look you in the eye

Hope to God I'm wrong

When it comes to us

No one's gonna win tonight

If we're gonna be honest

We've got to lay it all out on the line

You always get so defensive

We're always dueling it out in black and white

And when you ask what I want I know it's all talk

I can't look you in the eye

Hope to God I'm wrong

When it comes to us

No one's gonna win tonight