Far (Explicit) - SZA
Lyrics by:Solána Rowe/Carter Lang/Rob Bisel/Tyran Donaldson/Carlos "Loshendrix" Munoz/Eliot Dubock
Composed by:Solána Rowe/Carter Lang/Rob Bisel/Tyran Donaldson/Carlos "Loshendrix" Munoz/Eliot Dubock
Produced by:Carter Lang/Rob Bisel/Scum/Los Hendrix/Beat Butcha
How do I deal with rejection
I'm dealing with a lot of rejection right now
It makes me feel very small
Oh that's great
If nobody wants you you're free
Tried to wash all of my **** away
Tried to wash all my emotions
Need a few brews need a palm tree
I be drinkin' in private don't call me to party though
**** on your nigga for cardio
Too good he really fell in love right away
I put my feelings on layaway I'm
Done being used done playing stupid
Done faking cool
I don't want none of that **** I don't want it
Done being screwed done feeling clueless
That's how you do
I don't want none of that **** got me runnin' so
Far far like I don't recognize me
Far far 'cause I let you define me
I'm far far 'cause I can't trust nobody
Far stay far so far
Lately I feel less cool as before
Nobody under my garter belt
Nobody out here to tell me I'm special
Made you check your ******** at the door
Got an appetite hungry to feed my ego
Nobody 'round me to be my hero
Always on my mind trust is hard to find
Everything reminds me of us
I just want my sanity back
Better than being your enemy
Better than letting go scared of that oh
Done being used done playing stupid
Done being cool
I don't want none of that **** I ain't goin'
Done getting screwed done playing clueless
That's how you do
I don't want none of that **** got me runnin' so
Far far like I don't recognize me
Far far 'cause I let you define me
I'm far far 'cause I can't trust nobody
Far stay far so far
I remember when you had me upside-down
Stress me out and turn me out it's all bad now
I remember when I wasn't so burnt out
I'd rather that than be your enemy ready to let it go
Draggin' me far far like I don't recognize me
Far far 'cause I let you define me
I'm far far 'cause I can't trust nobody
Far stay far so far