lilies (Explicit) - Bedbug

Look at all those lilies there

Must be f**king hundreds

The choruses of frogs

Were croaking through our car window

I think were leaving or

Just crossing the country

Grabbed a couple scrunchies

Just in case our hair grows long

We were going to Vermont

You could see the stars above us

I swore that they were brighter

Or maybe it was just a phone in the bed

Reflected on the window

My cousin died that night but

We wouldn't hear about it till morning

You and I were meeting

I could see you in the mirror

Suns already down

It's been getting warmer

I think I'm getting warmer

Wish that I was glowing

Wish I was mother nature

It's a funny thing to want

I know

She was a tough kid

She never finished high school

And never went to college

Just started setting sh*t on fire

That's what her parents

Told the PTA addicted to books and Satan

And no one cared to hear her songs

I guess that I dunno exactly

What I'm saying

Oh I wanna send

Everyone to space right now

You'll be so Godd**n

Pretty like the stars and

Be looking down at everything

So far away so far away

I will get a job again

I'll stop doing all this teenage sh*t

You will never hear from me

But you will be proud of me

I'll leave this awful rabbit hole

That took away my sympathy

I will bring the seasons back

Even if it kills me